4.18.2011

Day 18

Today is day 18 of my cycle.  I was more tired than normal this morning, but that could be because I had a late night on Saturday and I was on my feet ALL DAY yesterday.  I went to bed at my normal time but my body wants a little more rest. 

Am I going to give it rest today? No. I'm about to go run my 2 miles, then pick up the kids, then go to the park, then come home and make dinner.  Tonight I will take a tylenol PM and go to bed early.

I keep thinking that in about a week my life will be hell.  I also keep thinking that I now know and understand PMDD now so maybe I can control it a little better? Probably not but I'm going to try.  I found two great blog posts for men to read about PMDD (here and here).  The first time I read these two blog posts I cried (okay- bawled). This is exactly what I need and what is happening to me.  I hope the hubby can really absorb the information and understand it's my PMDD talking and not his wife.  I want him to know I really do love him and our children but during that week I may say otherwise.

I'm also a little nervous looking at my calendar and noticing when my *week* will be. We are very busy that week...... hopefully I'll start my period before the crazy weekend begins.

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